It has been 6 years and there isn’t a day the goes by that I don’t think about my Sweet Blue Eyed Boy. I still can’t believe that your not here with us. I know you will always be with us in our hearts and memories. The world keeps moving along in time, but I feel like I’m frozen in time. The soul remembers the heartbreak like it was today. I never thought I would be here without you. I still struggle with the pain everyday. It doesn’t get easier, the reality gets harder. The memories run down my cheeks, missing your voice, your smile, your hugs, your kind and loving eyes and those big bear hugs.
I still can close my eyes and remember the last day I seen you, for some reason I kept hugging you, three times when you had to leave. And told you mommy needs lots of hugs, and you just gave me the biggest hugs ever. I don’t know if I ever hug you that many times. But for some reason, I just felt the need to hug you over and over. And you smiled so big, my heart fills with joy and sorrow at the same time.
The last photo I took of you August 28, 2020. You were so proud of your catch.
I think about our last conversation that Sunday afternoon. You had just got back from a morning of fishing trip with your babies and your Nephew. It was the first time Liam had went fishing. When you got home the boys walked up to the house, they got sidetracked playing and you called to have Markie walk home. So you could take the kids to a birthday party. We talked for quite a time, I remember asking you to not go. I don’t know why but I asked you to stay home. Because I told you mommy misses you so much. You said, I wish I could, but I promised the kids I would go. I had such deep need for you to stay home and come see me. I can still feel that deep feeling in my soul. I so wish you didn’t go. I miss you so much…
Heaven was needing a Hero!
You are the kindest and most loving person I have ever know. I hold on to my faith in knowing that someday will be together, no more sorrow, just love and joy for eternity.
We Love you and Miss you Infinity x Infinity. I can’t wait to hold you in my arms again.
Missing you every second, every minute of everyday
2191 days can be converted to one of these units:
189,302,400 seconds
3,155,040 minutes
52,584 hours
2191 days
313 weeks
Mark Bunker Jr #236 